Friday, May 3, 2024

the april update: fourth edition

What a busy month, holy cats. So busy, in fact, that it bled into May and now I'm three days behind on posting this.

I'm not usually that person who stops and looks around and goes, "Where did the month go!?" but I found myself doing that the last couple of days. What with housework, traveling both domestically and internationally, regular work, and continuing to pound the pavement for my YouTube channel, it just vanished. And now I get like... sweaty tits from nervousness regarding all the yard work to be done that I suddenly feel like I don't have the time for. How does that happen? Three weeks ago, I was all, "You've got the whole summer ahead of you; look at how much you will be able to DO!" and now I'm a bit more "Let's hone it back, sweet-cheeks because time's a ticking and the bank account's a drainin'."

April started with a snowstorm in Wisconsin, which isn't an oddity by any means, but it really took the wind out of that saying for March, "in like a lion, out like a lamb," because it was the total reverse. The glory of snow storms in April is that the residual snow is gone within a couple days. No harm, no foul. The DOWNside, though, of spring arriving so early, is that it only contributes to the mentality that summer is going to be over sooner rather than later. This isn't necessarily true; I just think that growing up in the Midwest taught us that Spring doesn't really strike until the middle of May or maybe the end. Just seems to get earlier and earlier every year now.

The global climate crisis has nothing to do with that or whatever.

Me and Sally

A week into April, Andrew and I took a road trip down to Indianapolis to visit my aunt and to take in the sights of the total solar eclipse. On the ride down, we stopped outside Chicago for this Titanic exhibit I was treating Andrew to for an early birthday present. The less I say, the better, because the exhibit was a joke, a waste of money, and a total loss of time. Precious time, too, might I add, because the traffic from Chicago to Indianapolis was insane and stupid, with people (like us) driving in for the eclipse.

The normal 6-hour drive took close to 8, which was... frustrating, to put it mildly. Mainly because it was raining a good portion of the way, and that was just a pain in the ass to deal with, but also the stop-and-go traffic that kept occurring for no visible reason. 

I digress.

We eventually reached Indianapolis and picked up my aunt, went and had some bomb-ass food, laughed our asses off for a few hours, and then dropped her off again before we were off to the hotel. And similar to the Titanic exhibit, the less I say about the hotel, the better. Suffice it to say, it was hands down the worst (dirtiest, grossest, smelliest) hotel I have ever stayed in. And it was $240 for the night, so needless to say, my review was scaaaaathing.

Andrew waitin'

The next day, Andrew and I were working remotely, so we found this great shared-workspace type building where there was a huge warehouse, and inside of it, there were a couple dozen smaller businesses (coffee shops, restaurants, bars, shops) with a significant shared common area. We got some coffee and just vibed there for a few hours before going to a shitty gay bar for lunch. Then we went to the north side of Indi to be with Sally and watch the eclipse from her backyard.

All within 15 minutes

It was singularly one of the coolest things I've ever witnessed in my life, and for what it's worth, I think I've been privy to some pretty cool shit. The minutes leading up to it were odd; it just felt like twilight setting in faster than expected. Animals got quieter, porch and street lights were flickering to life, and then, before you knew it... you could look at the sun. Which was remarkable in and of itself, because up to the verrrrrry very last second, that was impossible as usual.

There was this weird stillness that just sort of washed over everything, and you could hear people hooting and hollering down the block and in the distance, fireworks going off. But staring up at the sun with the moon entirely in front of it... that was just the absolute tits. It was breathtaking, really, and it truly puts your life into perspective. Also, though... ya kept sort of waiting for the world to explode or death rays to start raining down from space, but that didn't happen this time so we just went along on our business. 

But then it was done!

As quickly as it started, it was over. The moon passed, and the sun glared out, and within 15 minutes, the light was normal and we were on the road to try and beat the traffic back to Wisconsin. 

This was probably the most laughable thing of all because it took us damn near 10 hours to get home on the return trip. But it is what it is, and I don't regret going because it was such an incredible, once-in-a-lifetime thing for me to witness.

Arranging stones from around the house to make beds

Work on the house, as ever, continued in April. It actually sorta "resumed" in April, because March was just me poking around at some stuff but not really getting involved. What I mean by that is I didn't want to bite off more than I could chew, but still wanted to feel like I wasn't a worthless terd. 

So I did some yard work! 

The stones you see above were mainly buried around the opposite side of the house as some sort of garden edging. They put them in, probably in the 60s, and then never moved them again. My goal with the front of the house is to elevate and amplify what I've got, so moving them up there was the first step toward achieving that.

Now I need to order topsoil to be delivered so that I can fill in behind the rocks and have a place to plant all the things. But I'm starting to think I'm going to need to shovel up all that lava rock, and I would just rather die than do that. It's funny; yard work is great until you actually have to do more than just mow the lawn, because then you realize you're inching closer to 40 and everything hurts just from thinking about it.

Stairwell preview

I also worked on the stairwell, a huge undertaking from October that I probably... I'm just gonna say that I probably underestimated it. My dad has been my savior in this, cutting all of the necessary wood for me to climb around on scaffolding and a ladder to install it. In these pictures, you can see the OSB backer boards, which were necessary for the "original" wall to be at the same surface level as the sheetrock (the angled green). With it all installed, I could attach the hardy board panels, and then where those have seams, cover them with trim. It'll look like board and batten when it's done, but DAMN is it a pain in the ass to accomplish.

Hopefully, That work will wrap up the weekend, but don't quote me on it. There's a lot to do between now and "finished," and sometimes I just don't have the drive to do it.

Cancun with Katie

The other "big" of April was flying down to Mexico with my best friend and celebrating 25 years of hanging around each other like a couple of crustaceans on a moving ship. The world passes us by and we remain the same, naturally. We spent a week in Cancun, which was... interesting, lol. The hotel was pristinely clean, so at least, there was no repeat of Indianapolis, but there were just a few "blah" things about the week. The food was "meh," Katie took a hard hit to the back of her head on a water slide, and we had fire alarms going off through the resort at 1:30 in the morning. 

The company was good, though, and that's what matters, right? Also, I didn't get burned too bad, and my tits looked great all week, so I'm not gonna complain.

Sunrise over the gulf

But, uh... that was April. Work is progressing nicely on the YouTube stuff, I purchased a website that'll be going live in the next couple of weeks, and I'm finally in the last stretch (forever?) of talking about the Manor. It's been interesting going through my first house and rehashing everything because, in a way, it feels like I'm finally putting it to bed for good, y'know? There won't be any more reasons to organize the photos, look for any that I missed, and panic about where they are stored. They (and the stories that go with them) now live on through video. And that's awesome... and it's sad, too... but eventually, it would need to end. 

I knew that.

It's just that it feels like saying goodbye to an old friend one last time.

So what else happened in April? Got the downstairs bathroom ready to the point of needing plumbing to proceed (this is a big deal), actually got a stamp from Mexico in my passport (didn't know anyone still did stamps), and went to this weird shitty shanty-town between Appleton and Steven's Point with friends (and got a delicious butterscotch whiskey, go figure). Got sick yet again, made scalloped potatoes for the first time ever and nailed it, and started tearing my backyard apart. Hurt my back, spent a fortune on paint to *hopefully* have enough for finishing the outside of the house this summer, and ultimately, struggled to handle living for the future with scripts for my videos which are essentially each an entire blog written three at a time. Bring it on, May!

Ciao for now (c:

Sunday, March 31, 2024

the march update: fourth edition

I bet you're sick of me, but here I am again, writing. Writing and writing and writing. I think this is my... sixth blog this month (I know it is, actually). But it's technically my seventh because my lazy ass waited until the 1st to write for February. That's irrelevant.

So how's everyone? Doing splendiferously well? All the things?

Good. That's good.

Oh, me? So funny you'd ask! I'm really tired! 

I feel like March was the month of reconnecting. Open to interpretation in a few ways, but it really boils down to one inalienable fact, and it's that I've reconnected to what it feels like to be putting myself out there.

After I stepped away from Facebook in the fall of 2020 (and entirely deleted it in mid-2021), as well as deleting all of my Instagram followers (save for maybe 75 people), I pushed myself away into a void of... I don't know what to call it. Removal? Is the 'removal void' a thing? That's really what it was, anyway. I stopped giving people on the periphery of my life the choice of following me and what I was doing. Not that I was doing anything extraordinary, but I just felt that at the time, I didn't want to be watched by the peanut gallery anymore. 

I've said this a few times as of late, but opinions are like assholes, and everybody's got one. And I'd grown tired of opinions.

I think the stark reality of March 2024 compared to, let's say... April 2021... is that it's not how I've grown tired of opinions; I just don't really accept them anymore. We all know you get a bit more stuck in your ways as you age, which is an excellent way of saying you become a stubborn shit, and I certainly don't intend it to come across that way. I think I've just learned how to not only remove myself from what people think of my actions but how to voice my own hot-take with a complete lack of interest in what they're telling me I should do.

It's a fine line to walk, between coming across as "well I am blazing my own path and my own trail, and I will do it the way I want to do it," and coming across as a frigid bitch that you just can't talk to. I don't always walk it well, to be honest, but it's a developing trait and one I hope to hone.

Any day now.

With all of the blogs I wrote this month and recording the first two videos of restoring_sean, there was so much work going on behind the scenes to be stressing out over. When I started this little idea of sharing my houses and what it took to make them what they'd be, knowing I have the gift of gab (when I want to), I figured I could sit in front of the camera and start talking. Over the last few months, that was honed down to the reality of what it would actually need to be, which was scripted.

Not like... verbatim scripted... but an outline with plot points that I needed to cover.

Because I'll forget details otherwise, y'know? As I started writing the outlines down, more memories were coming back, and that added a specific pressure of "you better get these down on paper now because if you don't, you're not gonna be able to come back and share them organically." And though it's all edited and the whole process is not "off the cuff," it's still supposed to feel organic, right? I am supposed to feel organic, and honest and approachable with these stories. That's the whole friggin' point behind starting a business, lol; you better be approachable otherwise you won't get clients. But each post is essentially an entire blog, just spoken.

Then, once I did start to record (which I put off until WAY too late in the game, truth be told), I didn't know what version of myself to be. 

I'm different with different people, and I think most of us are like that. What you do with one friend, you may not necessarily do with another. That includes the stories you tell, the words you use, the mannerisms you express, etc. 

So what version do I present in the video? Affable, humble, a bit sarcastic, a bit self-deprecating, confident but not TOO confident... and I feel I succeeded.

But then some feedback on the video comes along and "it's not the you that I know," from a couple people, which sorta stings. Not from a "you hurt my feelings" standpoint (even though it does because it's a rebuke of your actual personality), but it stings because there is no RIGHT version. What one person loves about you, maybe another cannot stand, so you project this amalgamation of traits that should appeal to the masses. But then if it's turning individual people off that know you well... then what do you do?

I dunno. 

Chuck it in the fuck it bucket I suppose, because again... opinions and assholes.

In a way, you start living in this bubble of reality, and that's hard to explain, but I'll try to. When you start living for other people (as I do regarding the blogs and now, really, the YouTube content), you lose sight of what's immediately around you. I start to feel like I'm operating in two worlds. Does that make sense? There's the world at large that will hopefully be taking in the content I'm generating, and then there's my small one with those directly around me that I speak to, eye-to-eye. 

I guess it's good to start realizing this now when there's still MORE than enough time to pivot and determine how I want to address this and adapt to it. Not that my social media status has been blowing up or anything like that, so no worries, I'm not like... J. Lo delulu on any of this.

But the Sean in this blog, Mr. Musings of a Self-Proclaimed Author? He's not the entirety of me. And restoring_sean, well, he's not either. To put it plainly, you don't act one way with your closest friend, and then mirror that behavior EXACTLY at work. You can't walk into your corporate job and greet the CEO with "Hey there, good mornin' fuck face!" and if you can, bully for you. 

Hopefully, you see my point here though.

This could also stem from the preternatural belief that I don't want people to ever feel like they've got me pegged, or that they can try to portray that they know me better than I know myself. When that happens, to me it feels like... I don't know; it feels like a violation. Are you readin' me on this? I totally get it if someone calls you out for saying "hey, driving your car the wrong way down the highway... that's a bit out of character for you," because sure, that's understandable. But when people try to keep you in a box of "this is who you are to me, who you always have been, and though you're maybe not that way for everyone else, you must exist only as this for me." That's when I get huffy.

I don't know... I think I'm just tired. And I'm incredibly determined for this new venture to stick, which also exacts a toll on my energy. I'm also curious about the reactions of the people around me who will watch in either encouragement or their surprise or disbelief or even, as I've gently noticed, cynicism. I know who you are, and it's okay. I'm doing this for me, not you. And for the people who reached out and watched the first video and had such lovely things to say, I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, wherever you are in the country sending those warm thoughts to me, because it continues to light the fire I have burning. Thank you.

So, what else happened in March? Started the month sick as a dog, continued to gain and lose and gain and lose weight, tore out the ceiling in the basement stairwell, and watched from afar as the people across the street had a new driveway pour. Compelling stuff. Knocked a 60ft tree down in the backyard, bit by bit, merely scratched the surface of garden work (thanks to global warming), and finally opened up the gates to talking about this house. I began tossing the clothes that just no longer fit (length, not width), I learned how to make a great fruit and granola parfait, and ultimately, enjoyed learning how to speak with all facets of my voice again. Also I cut my hair off.

Ciao for now (c:

Wednesday, March 27, 2024

a year in the estate: part iv

current looks

One year later

I didn't want to do this blog page because I wanted to leave something to the imagination of where this all was going, but I can't leave you hanging. 

I just can't do that! 

So here is a collection of before and after photos, with minimal writing about them because, like I have said a million times, that will be for the YouTube channel and Instagram. This is just a peek at what I've been up to (with a lot of help from my parents and a couple friends occasionally) over the last 365 days.

The enclosed porch 3.2023

The enclosed porch 9.2023

The porch is essentially finished; it needs new flooring that will likely go in this summer. 

The living room 3.2023

The living room 3.2024

Apart from the unfinished stairwell walls above the "break," the living room is finished. This is where I meant the vertical pieces I installed on the wall matched the ones in front of it.

The living room 3.2023

The living room 3.2024

There will always be opportunities for decorating and changing things up, like repositioning that circular mirror because it's too low.

The parlor 3.2023

The parlor 3.2024

As stated, my favorite room in the house. It has a Bee theme, from the honeycomb-shaped medallion and chandelier to the Bee drapery holdbacks and artwork. This room still has some tricks up the sleeve before it's considered finished.

The study 3.2023

The study 12.2023

This is an older photo because, currently, the study is filled with items for the adjacent bathroom, and it is a damn mess.

The kitchen 3.2023

The kitchen 3.2024

As I said, the most significant transformation. From paneling the ceiling to adding all new trim to the cabinets, appliances, sink, windows... everything.

The kitchen 3.2023

The kitchen 3.2024

This room would not be what it is without my dad, who worked patiently with me and my plans to build the island and the spice cabinet to the right. In addition to, y'know... everything else he did.

The laundry room 3.2023

The laundry room 3.2024

Still a few things to do in here, like painting the cabinet (and one you can't see behind the door).

The half bath 3.2023

The brand new pantry 3.2024

The house's only truly "new" space is the pantry and coffee bar. My dad made the butcher block counter.

The half bath 3.2024

The half bath is now in a much smaller state of being, but it works perfectly fine like this. I have all of the random artwork pieces I've collected here, some of which I received as gifts. There are also framed samples of all the wallpaper I removed from the house.

Primary bedroom 3.2023

Primary bedroom 3.2024

She's dark, like I told ya. This room still needs the baseboards painted and installed, on top of a few other special projects later. That door leads out to the (eventual) front balcony.

The guest bedroom 3.2023

The guest bedroom 9.2023

This oxblood bedroom also needs the baseboards painted and installed. Since this photo was taken, however, the window has been painted, and all door casings and window trim have been replaced.

The back bedroom 3.2023

Notice the water damage down the sheetrock containing the chimney.

The back bedroom 12.2023

The first room to be TOTALLY finished in the house, top to bottom, as it is now rented out by Andrew. The ceiling light is the only light in the house that I reused, as it looked old (but it is from the 80s). This room has a lower ceiling than the others, making putting a ceiling fan in here impossible.






And I guess...







Because I'm nice...








And because I'm like... a show-off...







The front porch

Lastly, and to wrap this all up with a bow, is a glimpse of what the house ultimately will look like. Last summer, while I was KILLING MYSELF to get ready to host my parents' surprise 50th Anniversary party, I was hustling to complete the front porch. I ended up only getting part of the way done before the party, but the ball was rolling, and I needed to kick it in the goal box before winter came. I wanted to look at something pretty during the cold months and fantasize about the overall look when the house was finished.

You can see the black fascia, gutters, and soffits here, replacing ancient white/broken/dated materials. I wanted the front porch to evoke a shop on a side street in London, lol, so I went with all black. I replaced all of the screens, painted all the hardware brass, painted the siding, and replaced the house numbers. I repainted the railing, stained the concrete steps, and chopped down the massive bushes. The rest of the house will get this same treatment, including a balcony to be built above the porch this summer. But it's a start.

And that's my home, friends. I hope you all get to come and see it someday. But until then?

Ciao for now (c:

Go Back to Part I: Introducing The Estate

Go Back to Part II: Demolition

Go Back to Part III: Reconstruction and Painting

a year in the estate: part iii

reconstruction and painting

This post is to showcase, in drastically varied stages, how the house came back together. 

Now, I'm not going to get into the nitty gritty here of exactly why I did what I did; that's all reserved for the YouTube channel, but I'll give you a high-level overview of what was happening.

A lot of the "fancy" work was in tandem with the demo and reconstruction of the house. My goal was to move in roughly at the end of May or early June, but in May, I found out I would be having carpal tunnel surgery on June 6th. That gave me a deadline to get SO MUCH done before because I didn't know what condition my hand/wrist would be in post-surgery.

Laundry room

The laundry was actually the first room to be remotely close to "finished," and it was undoubtedly the first room in the house to be painted. I wanted to explore texture in this house, so I purchased a hopper that could be connected to my air compressor. You load it up with watered-down plaster and start machine-gun plastering the walls. After a few minutes, you drag a metal trowel across to get the "knockdown" effect. I learned my lesson in this room the hard way, which was that you definitely need to prime the texture before using the expensive paint on it.

Also, notice the green ceiling medallion hanging out on top of the box. I wanted to dress up the ceiling lighting in the house and bring a little bit more of a historical vibe to it, so I bought these PVC medallions on Amazon and painted them in whatever color I needed. Here, I was going for a color "wash," which is where you paint your walls and ceiling (and your trim work, if you want) all the same color.

Kitchen

This was the kitchen once it had been plastered, textured, and painted. I would paint it again in November, as I felt like the white was just too stark of a color. You can see part of the ceiling is fresh sheetrock, as this was where I tore the old ceiling down. You can also see the difference in height on the walls, as I had (stupidly) plastered and painted everything before deciding to rip the ceiling down. The lighting configuration I wanted was pretty involved, with can-lighting and several pendants and lights over the sink, so tearing the ceiling down saved a lot of grief.

The kitchen cabinets here are all brand new, shipped in pieces so I could build them myself. We had leveled and attached them to the walls, and I believe this was the day that Home Depot came out to measure for the quartz countertops I was putting in. 

Kitchen floors

A bit over a month later, I was starting to put the luxury vinyl plank flooring in. You can see in this photo that I've painted all of the cabinets in the kitchen, and the counters and lighting are all installed. On the right side, through the doorway, is the massive oven and microwave my dad was working to build the cabinets for. Across the kitchen, the windows have not yet been painted, and none of the new trim has been installed. 

The wood detail around the cooktop exhaust fan has also not yet been installed. This shot is looking in from what I initially planned to be the dining room, but I have instead decided to make the Parlor and (probably) my favorite room in the house.

Pantry and Half Bath

This entire space had been a gigantic half bathroom, with like... a six-foot-wide sink vanity that had matching wood towers on each side and a toilet at the far end of the room. From the suggestion of a couple friends, I decided to split this room, not really in half, more like... 30/70... with the bathroom being separated from the actual kitchen by a pantry. This saved me from using up valuable space in the kitchen for a pantry cabinet. The kitchen itself is gigantic, don't get me wrong, but I liked the idea of doing this a whole lot better. Plus, though not pictured here, there's another cabinet in the pantry with a counter that holds the coffee station.

In this photo, the pantry has been walled in, not plastered, and the bathroom is still waiting for insulation, a vapor barrier, an exhaust fan to be installed, sheetrock, additional flooring before the nice flooring, plastering, and, of course, all the paint.

Full bath

This is pretty accurate to what the full bathroom downstairs looks like now. On the left is the former closet, now opening into the bathroom to be a nook with a cabinet, open shelves, and this great green-glass pendant. On the right will be the oversized walk-in shower, missing cement-board in this photo because I'm only one man and don't have much energy.

I'm very excited for this bathroom to be finished, not only to have a second shower in the house but to start the process of having a wholly curated room, top to bottom, as envisioned when I planned out the entire house.

The study

This is my office, or the study. At this point, I had sanded down and refinished all of the original wood floors downstairs, so I was careful not to spill anything on them. I've always wanted a dark green study, so I started with the ceiling and worked my way down. The lighter-green color was a tinted primer that I got from Menards, which did not do a very good job at sealing in the plaster, but you get what you pay for, and that's on me. 

It did spare me from doing three coats of paint, though.

Those double doors are original to the house but were altered after the fire (I don't know how, don't ask, but they're too short for the door frame). Behind the door on the right was the door into the closet, so I chose that one to get the chopping block because you had to close one door to open another, and it didn't make sense to me.

From the living room into the parlor

I found out recently that this doorway was not original to the house but was actually a dead-end for the foyer (and the living room had its own opening, with pocket doors that led into the parlor but were nixed post-fire (WHY!?)). The doorway they added was maybe 6'6", barely clearing my head, and it was the same going into the kitchen (where you can see my dad standing). The kitchen doorway still had original trim, but this one had nothing, just finished drywall.

My vision was to raise these doorways up to 8 feet high, then trim them out. Eventually, I will add a transom window across each one, matching the transom windows on the front porch, but that's down the line. Fortunately, these were not load-bearing doorframes, so it was just a bit of effort and elbow grease to get them expanded.

The parlor

Finally, there is the black ceiling. This was taken the morning after I polyurethaned the freshly re-finished floors. As I said, I had to rent a belt sander twice to achieve this. The first time around, I got two rooms done, but the shellac in this room kept burning and melting, leaving streaks all across the floor. That was when my mom got busy working on it. They turned out SO beautiful, and while they're covered by rugs now, I'm so happy to have lovely floors. 

They were a nightmare to finish, but it was worth it.

When it comes to trim, I did not leave anything "as it was" in this house. This room and the living room were the only two rooms still in-tact, but the trim was damaged in a lot of areas, and because I was mimicking the trim throughout the rest of the house (and adding new trim to the cutout in the wall and the massive entryway), I elected to paint it all. 

Sue me. 

It's funny to see the brown stain against the walls, though, and that ceiling fan, which is no longer there.

The living room

The living room didn't need a ton of work, and most of what it needed was due to the floor. My dad had to replace some pretty large sections of the maple floor, as evidenced in the bottom right corner, but it blended in pretty damn well. The walls in here (and every room of the house) received the same spray-plaster treatment with the knockdown effect. This did a few things for me: it hid flaws in the plaster in here, covered up imperfections, and meant that I didn't have to remove wallpaper glue ANYWHERE in the house. This alone was so amazing, because I did not want to invest the time into that task. 

The stairwell

It still looks this way, though the vertical boards are painted now. I mimicked the placement of those from the original wood stairwell (you'll see what I mean in the next blog). A version of that pattern will extend upward, making the stairwell a genuinely grand experience when all is said and done. But to get there, I have to set up scaffolding and all that, and I just haven't had the time recently as I've been working on the bathroom.

The upstairs landing

This was immediately after the carpet installers left, and they did a fantastic job. You can't tell that there used to be a door here! Since this photo was taken, more trim is now running vertically up the wall to frame out the stairwell (and the eventual board and batten look it will have).

The guest room

This photo was taken after priming the guest bedroom for the oxblood red color I wanted to paint it. I had yet to repaint the ceiling and change the light fixture, but it was hot as hell during this process and the air conditioning was not working very well on the second floor. It will most likely be replaced this summer. But apart from wallpaper removal and flooring... and trim removal... this room needed just about the least amount of work.

The back bedroom

Check out that floor; it's nuts! It's all over the place, and one of my more considerable regrets with the house is that I didn't pull the floor up, level it, and replace it so that it wouldn't squeak so damn bad. 

But that's hindsight.

This shows the chimney after I took a grinder and powered through the concrete that was hiding the brick. The sheetrock on the left, which is new, shows how much the wall stuck out that surrounded the chimney (and also the ceiling where the water damage was). So now, not only did I gain floor space, but I also got a pretty cool architectural feature.

The primary bedroom

I wanted it to feel like a cozy cave, and I succeeded. There are a few... things... with this bedroom. Don't get me wrong, I love the color and I love the ceiling being the same as the walls, and it works wonderfully with the light carpet and my furniture. 

But here's what's up. 

This was a new "Designer" collection of colors at Sherwin Williams, and I loved this one specifically (called 'After the Storm'). At the time, you could only get it in the DeSiGnEr EdItIoN paint, and the bummer about that was that it was unavailable in a Matte finish. 

It's not that they were out of stock; it just didn't come in it. 

Now, I like a little sheen to my paint; I want it to catch the light. But I had to resign myself to buying Flat paint. Big mistake.

Not only because it's got really no sheen, but because it is so dark and has NO SHEEN, it doesn't reflect light. At all. The other problem with it, and something I admittedly did not think of, is that color drenching this dark in a bedroom, explicitly having a dark ceiling in your bedroom (with no sheen, I'll repeat it), means that reading at night is almost out of the question. 

Light from the bulbs does not reflect off anything, so you essentially have to hold your book under a lamp to read. 

This room may get a ceiling do-over at some point this year, but I have yet to decide. If it does, it'll likely be the off-white ceiling color I painted everywhere else. The big slap is that now, a year later, that Designer color is available in any of the paint collections they sell, so I can get it in Matte if I want to. 

Stay tuned; I dunno what I'm gonna do about it.

With that, though, this very highly abridged version of all the work we've done in a year is over. I was gonna show outside, but honestly, there's just not much to show at this point. 

However.

There are some before and after photos on the next page if you're so inclined.

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Go Back to Part I: Introducing The Estate

Go Back to Part II: Demolition

Continue to Part IV: Current Looks

a year in the estate: part ii

demolition

Kitchen demo

Demolition, at its core, can be a fun thing. You take a hammer and a crowbar, and where applicable, you just start swinging. 

Fun.

The reality of it is a bit more... shall we say, nuanced, than that.

In reality, you are demolishing things because they are too old to belong, they're wrong, or they just aren't part of the plan going forward. And then, AS you demolish them, you find stuff. Sometimes it's neat, like an old baseball in the wall or bits of bottle labels from the 30's and 40's. 

Sometimes, it's bad! 

Like a nail driven straight through the wiring in your kitchen. Or drywall on the ceiling, which was attached to metal beams that were then attached to plaster, which was adhered to lathing, which for some reason was hiding the only live knob and tube wiring in the house.

Half-bath and (new) pantry demo

Better yet, maybe you're demolishing the drywall hiding the chimney upstairs because you want to expose the brick. And as you're going through the demo on this, you realize that what you THOUGHT had been old water damage, that you noticed the first time you looked at the house but figured was old, and that when you looked at the house for your final inspection realized "hey, neat, they patched the water damage and painted it!" was actually ACTIVE water damage that the kids (I say 'kids' loosely as they're all in their 60's and 70's) just hid.

Water damage

A month after buying the house, you are now taking out an unplanned loan for an additional $36,000 so that you can replace your roof, your gutters, your soffits, and fascia. 

Surprise! Home-ownership! Yay, demo!

Roof demo

Just three weeks into owning The Estate, that was how the cookie crumbled. On the one hand, it was devastating because it was adding a pretty large monthly payment for me that I had not anticipated (though it was very much necessary and required). On the other hand, it was cool because that meant I had a new roof that wasn't a mossy-stained grey but was black, and I could replace all of that metalwork with thick, bold, black trim. It fits into the aesthetic I was going for; maybe a few years before I figured I would have to go for it, but all the same. 

That part was neat.

Balcony demo

Demolition continued on the roof, and what was supposed to be a balcony on the front of the house was never actually built to support a balcony. So that needed to be redesigned, and again, that's a perk of demolition. While it's not always fun and grand, it can also open up possibilities for what is to come. You learn how to pivot when you find the things you don't like, and you learn how to adapt to a change you perhaps didn't anticipate but ultimately appreciate. 

Anyway, let's talk.

It should be noted as to the reason why the house was updated in 1983 so substantially. The family had a pretty horrible accident Christmas night, where the Franklin Stove in the parlor ended up setting the attic on fire (chimney issue), and with that, the entire upstairs of the house was burned out. Nobody was injured, but it meant a couple things for the house:

- The entire upstairs was completely gutted and reconfigured into different rooms when it was rebuilt.

- They never did anything about some of the smoke damage (I have).

- The original back porch of the house was removed, and a massive addition was built in its place (basement included) that would create the lower-ceilinged part of the kitchen and the laundry room.

- All original trim and doors on the second floor were lost.

- The original trim in the downstairs bedroom (my office) and the adjoining bathroom were lost.

Laundry room demo

Demolition on the house lasted a SOLID three weeks, but in reality, it was on and off for two months (as work would shift to repairing ready areas). Keep in mind, by the way, I was not living in the house right away; I was staying with my parents. 

And also, for the record, this wasn't a "drop everything in life and work on the house" sort of thing, either. I still had (have) a full-time job, so housework was EXTRA work for Seanny. 

I'd typically wake up around 5am, get my coffee, and sit at my desk where I'd do my work as a technical writer for a software development firm. My parents would leave the house around 10am, heading to The Estate to begin work, and then I'd be there by 2:30/3pm when my day wrapped. We'd touch-base, maybe work in tandem for an hour, and then they would head home. I would stay, sometimes until 6, other times 8, and work.

In those early days, it was hard to stay late because it would get too dark to see, and there weren't many lights in the house. So you'd really just... do what you could do. In the beginning, it started with carpet removal. Apart from the upstairs bathroom, the laundry room, and 2/3 of the kitchen, the entire house was carpeted. That includes the two bathrooms downstairs.

Carpeted.

Old carpet.

Parlor demo

Do you know what happens to carpet when it reaches 60 years old? Or rather, do you know what happens to the carpet pad underneath it? With all that foot traffic, and spills, and whatever else you can imagine, it essentially turns into like... paste, against the floors. And you don't pull it away from the floor, so much as you peel and scrape it off.

Living room demo

All that being said, the floors arguably went the fastest. For the most part, the carpet just yeeted itself away from the floor, and upstairs, it was a cinch. The hardest part was the stairwell, where my father toiled away for a few hours because there were like... tac-strips on top of tac-strips (the little pieces of wood with nails sticking out that hold the carpet down), and each stair step and riser were a separate piece of carpet. It was a nightmare for him, and he was a trouper.

Which, lemme side-bar here. 

My parents? Amazing. 

They worked TiReLeSsLy for two months on my house, helping me with anything and everything they reasonably could. The carpet removal, plaster smashing and lathe pulling, the clean up (the constant cleanup), my mom specifically for first spending days on end pulling staples and nails from the original hardwood floors AND the stairs, and then spending days with a chemical stripper, getting rid of the 120-year-old shellac so that I could rent (for a second time) a giant floor sander to refinish the floors. Then my dad, specifically, for dealing with what probably sounded like insane ideas for lighting configurations and having to figure out the wiring for that, building entire walls of cabinets in the kitchen to match the ones I had ordered, framing in the insanity that was the half-bath and would become a half-bath/pantry (two rooms), building a closet where a weird stairwell had been that wasn't original to the house, and for just... all the things. 

All the tips and tricks and knowledge that he could give me. 

And for not yelling at me when I was in a snippy mood, which eventually became an everyday thing.

So mom and dad, if you're reading this (I know you are), thanks. 

You're neat.

Primary bedroom demo

As I said, though, upstairs, the carpet came out easily. This is the primary bedroom, which I would LATER (as in a month ago) find out had been an upstairs living room. Hence the asbestos tiling (OH, on that note, the floor in the kitchen actually was not asbestos, which was great and enabled us to pull it all up). 

Upstairs, different story.

Because of the fire in the 80s and the room being reconfigured, there were definite issues with the floor upstairs. Apart from the house being pretty unlevel in general, that is. The original floors had largely been replaced with OSB boards (those sheets of wood that have all sorts of small pieces of wood glued together), there was the asbestos tiling in a couple rooms, and then the back bedroom that was just all over the place. 

So later, if you're asking yourself why I carpeted the entire upstairs, now you know.

Guest Bedroom demo

When the floors were done, I turned toward wallpaper removal. I'll say right now that I didn't move in the best path for most of the house, as in I did things in an order that could have been better. I was nervous about the delay in getting the carpet installed, so instead of like... getting all the painting done and trim installed while the floors were gross-looking, I foolishly (only in that I had to be extra careful) had the carpet put in well WELL before any paint would go on the walls.

Still, upstairs was primarily wallpaper removal, carpet removal, and, of course, every single trim piece.

Stairwell demo 1

However.

There was the stairwell, which is currently an ongoing battle of wills, but we will start with this (which is now done). At the top of the stairs, the family had installed a door, probably in the 50s or 60s. This could have been for two reasons:

First, when the family bought the home in 1952, the entire upstairs was an apartment. This explains the tiling in the upstairs "living room," as well as the stairs in the backroom that led down to the side of the house and straight out to a concrete porch on the driveway (said stairwell is now the aforementioned closet).

Second, this family loved to entertain, but with 7 kids, the children sometimes had to go to bed when the fun was ragin'. So, a door to cut off the noise is helpful. I lean less into this theory, but that doesn't matter because the door is gone. 

I then broke down the framing, making it the ample open space it used to be. Several months later, in the fall, I continued my assault on the stairwell.

Stairwell demo 2

When standing outside, I thought it was odd that an entire portion of the house seemed to be "walled up" above the stairwell. That was valuable space that could be reclaimed, but I wasn't sure what condition it would be. This picture was taken after two things happened.

First, I poked a hole in the wall of my closet and shoved a fiber-optic camera through it to see. 

I couldn't see. 

So then I punched a 6-inch wide hole in the wall so I could shove my phone through; ta-da, the angled ceiling had been added in the 60s as well and had been present during the fire in the 80s (note the smoke damage on the right side). I cut the hole to be the size I wanted because, though you can't see it, there is a stained glass window in my bedroom closet, HIDDEN, and I want it visible from the stairs.

Secondly, I removed the entire ceiling above the stairs, which is why there is an angled green wall on the left and a (torn-up) angled wall on the right. Beyond that, everything you see on the walls and ceiling is all original wallpaper from when the house was built, which is pretty awesome, but it's in terrible shape (tissue paper thin, ripped, cracking, etc). 

This project is ongoing, so I won't have any photos of progress later. But it'll be super nifty when it's done, I promise.

Study demo

Back downstairs, only a few rooms had wallpaper, and it practically fell off the walls. This room was actually the primary suite because of the two closets inside and the full bathroom attached, but it would become my office (or, to be fancy, "the study") in due time. This room was the only one downstairs drastically affected by the fire (water damage) and had been redone entirely. 

It's a bummer because I would love to know what it looked like originally, but all I can figure out is that it didn't have the closets, and the full bath was just a half bath they expanded. 

Bathroom demo

This is the full bathroom, which had a floor in the worst condition of the entire house. This floor was not fixed until January, as removing the wood and putting some new stuff down wasn't as simple as just removing the wood. The floor joists to the right were actually 2.5 inches higher than the left, so I had to compensate for that. Also, the entire ceiling was sort of a "drop" ceiling in that it was suspended 13 inches below the floor joists due to some pipes for the upstairs bathroom. 

So that all was reframed, and now it just hangs 4" below the floor joists. Yay for higher ceilings!

Kitchen demo

Circling back to the kitchen, this room underwent the most dramatic transformation in the house. Apart from just two walls (an outer wall with the bay window and the wall separating the laundry room,) every surface had the sheetrock torn down. This was mainly due to the electrical issues in the kitchen and a lack of support for the new appliances I would be putting in (specifically, the induction range and the new oven/microwave combo). On the only wall that still had original trim (the basement doorframe and the doorframe for the half-bath (now pantry)), the sheetrock had been applied directly to the plaster and lathe, which meant the wall was flush with the trim (rather than the trim "protruding" from the wall, as it should). 

So that all came down, in addition to the ceiling I mentioned earlier. 

The lovely flooring you see here came up quickly, which was great. But then it was removing all the cabinets, the kitchen island, the plastic backsplash, the sink and dishwasher, the lighting, and this GIANT china cabinet/hutch/room divider by the back door. 

I donated all of the cabinets and the hutch to this nice older man who came down from De Pere; he was a widower and retiring and wanted to start his own woodshop. So that was nice. But his ugly little rat dog took a shit in my yard, so... there's that.

The dumpster

This was the dumpster we had, I think it held 40 cubic yards of waste? I dunno, if it didn't, we had at least that much by the end of this process anyway. My parents would take stuff to the dump, I would load my trashcan full, and eventually, I also had junk haulers come out. 

Notice the stairs on the right for the side door leading up to the back bedroom (formerly apartment). Those will get jackhammered off the house this summer (the roof is already gone from it).

I could go on and on about the demo, but that is best reserved for when the restoring_sean channel starts to cover it. I've gotta have content, y'all! In the meantime, hop on to the next blog and see how things began to come back together, with some sheetrock, a WHOLE lot of plaster, and more Sherwin Williams paint than I could ever imagine.